I'm sorry. D: You wouldn't want to go to the place you work at for 30+ hours a week on one of your only days off. >>
I understand. I feel the same way when I got o QFC on my day off. But I might have to go to work straight after depending on how long this lasts, so I'll bring my uniform with me.
Yeah, I was thinking you'd do that anyway.
Especially lately though for me. I really don't want to be there more than I need to be. I like my job, but there's only so much of it that you can take sometimes.
Yeah. Hell, I'm getting "I have one more day of work until I'm off 'til winter break" syndrome. It's killing me.
Heheh, at least you get to be off from work for a looooong time. I'm going to be going to school and going to work...for at least another year.
But yeah...I've been waiting for this day off for way too long now. I can't help but be completely relieved that I'm getting it.
Yup. But yay for you earning money.
=_= Yeah I'm glad I'm actually getting money. It's a good thing...but I'm rather lazy you see, and this might send me into fits of anxiety...or make me lazy in school...which is bad....
Yes, that is bad. But mah, I thought you were an optimist. =\ You should just plow on through and do the best you can. It's all you can do, of course. Don't worry about the future.
I am an optimist. I just have experiences from before with my laziness...and I'm just a little wary because of that. Which is actually smart that I'm paying attention to it, and am trying to not let myself fall into the same pit.
But it doesn't help that I now have more responsibility at work now, because I'm training more people, and am doing the tips now. Not to mention my manager is giving me more hours since I'm more senior now.
It's a good way to approach it. Just try not to fall into anxiety. I know how that feels, and I'm sure you've had it at one time or another. At least, when it's really severe for me, my life feels meaningless, and I just want to sleep and waste the day away. So keep your spirits up.
Hm. Congrats on the more hours.
Haha, yeah I've dealt with a lot of anxiety before. And when I go that way, sometimes I relieve that by putting my all into my work, then going home and falling asleep at my computer instead of doing homework like I should. >>
No...=_= I wanted more house in the summer, not during school. Brianne likes to torture me.
>> Guess everyone deals with it differently.
Well, when something bothers me, I try to speak up, even if it's to one of my bosses. They're intimidating, sure, and I'm really nervous when I do, but I want my opinion heard. With that said, have you tried talking with her?
You think I haven't tried doing that? >> I'm actually pretty close to her...in some respects. She listens to me with my opinions on how to improve the store and advertising, but when it comes to my work schedule an such, she kind of just stays solid with what she wants to do.
She likes to abuse my hard work and whatnot. I like my store though...so I refuse to leave. Double-edged sword.